This is not about discipline.
You’ve been praised for holding it together.
Mistakes felt expensive.
Needing support felt risky.
Being “together” became your role.

Control was protection.
From embarrassment, rejection, losing credibility.
and not belonging.

Food did not create this pattern.
It became the fastest way your body learned to drop the pressure after holding it together all day.

Why this keeps happening
You are not someone who lacks willpower.

In most areas of your life, you are deeply self-controlled.

That is exactly why this hurts.

You don’t understand why this is the one place you can’t manage.
You try to fix it quietly.
And still, it returns.

Because what you are trying to change
is not a behavior.

It is a survival strategy.

The system you learned to survive in
You live in environments that reward:

-performance
-composure
-reliability
-emotional containment

Many of you also live in:
-a second language
-a different culture
-spaces where you learned the rules by watching, not belonging

So you adapted.

You learned to read rooms.
You learned what was acceptable.
You learned what had to stay private.

Your body learned:
holding it together = safety
letting go = risk

Food became the place where the pressure finally had somewhere to go.

What changes here
This is not a program to control your eating.
This is a space to understand:

-what your body is protecting you from
-how your identity formed around staying “together”
-why your coping makes sense
-how to build a life where relief does not require collapse

When safety changes, behavior follows.

Not through force.
Through clarity.

[Work with Kanna]

I work with people who appear confident and successful,
and privately carry the cost of living between cultures, languages, and expectations.

My work is not about fixing.
It is about understanding the system you’ve been surviving inside.

Beyond Food™ 6-Month 1:1 Program
A deeply personalized container for those who are ready to stop managing the symptom and understand the system underneath.

This is for you if:

• you are respected and relied on

• you feel pressure to stay “together”

• you struggle privately with food or control

• you live or have lived in a second language or culture

• you want change that reaches identity, not just habits

[ Learn about the 6-month program ]

What becomes possible
You’ve been living in a role that asked you to carry more than most people ever see.

You learned how to function in systems that weren’t built for you.
In a language that wasn’t yours.
In cultures where you had to read the room to stay safe.

It makes sense that your body found a way to release.

When you no longer have to stay composed to feel safe,
relief no longer needs to come from food.

When your body no longer has to protect you from judgment,
you stop organizing your life around constant self-monitoring.

You begin to move through your days
with more room, more clarity, and less pressure.

Not because you tried harder.
Because the system you were surviving in has changed.

If you’re not sure what you need yet

You don’t have to have the right words.

If you’re wondering whether this work is right for you,
or you feel something shifting but can’t name it yet,
this is a place to start.

I created a short, private form so I can understand what’s been happening for you,
and whether my work is the right direction.

This is not a commitment.
It’s simply a way to explore, with honesty and clarity.

Start here

If writing feels easier than forms, you can also reach me at:
📩  [email protected]